Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, it's okay not to be okay.

People at this school drive me insane
People in general drive me insane
 
I'm in a 'eh' mood and the littliest of things are either upsetting me or making me angry, which is bad either way

It All Starts In Sydney,
Camille Whitman
 

Thursday 6th: No event
 

I shall have this story posted tomorrow night, I was going to write it tonight but I'm getting really tired. I hope the story won't suck so in the meantime, enjoy this set. I actually kind of like it, for once.

It All Starts In Sydney,
Camille Whitman
 

Tuesday 4th: No event
 

"It's sounding really good to me" Lakyn commented as I looked at the small chat window on my laptop. We wanted to avoid being seen in public before more suspicion would arise when really we were doing something nice. This song was bound to be liked by Leighton and even the others girls but definitely Leighton. It was also going to be a send-off present before the boys went on tour.
 
"Well, it's sounding perfect to me" I said as I crossed my legs and continued to get comfortable on the couch of my apartment. I rested my acoustic guitar next to me and smiled at Lakyn. "She's going to love it too, you're a perfect boyfriend."
 
"I hope she likes it" he paused, laughing at the second part of my comment. "Well, I try my best to be the perfect boyfriend she deserves" he smiled.
 
"You two are so perfect together" I paused, smiling, "it's good to see two people making each other happy and enjoying each others company."
 
Lakyn's smile grew before it slowly faded to a smaller smile, "she knows something's up though. She knows we're doing something and I don't think she's buying the prank idea."
 
"I know but it's all worthwhile, you'll love you for it."
 
"She'll love you too" Lakyn corrected me. "Yeah but you're the one going to get the reward" I winked.
 
"Who's getting a reward?" spoke a voice, causing me to quickly turn to my front door to see Josh strolling in casually. "Who's that I hear?" Lakyn asked, a worried expression on his face.
 
"It's just Josh" I shrugged.
 
"You mean, the extravagant and exciting and amazing Josh!" Josh exclaimed, jumping onto the couch cushion next to me and shoving his face in the camera.
 
"Hi Josh" Lakyn laughed, waving at our visitor. "Hi precious man candy who is already owned by Leighton" Josh responded with a grin.
 
"Is he high?"
 
"I have no idea but I better be off because otherwise he will drive us bonkers" I sighed, though smiling. "Alright, bye and keep working on that thing" Lakyn said before his image disappeared off my laptop screen.
 
"Working on what thing?"
 
"You're so nosey, stop it" I shoved him before sitting in his lap and smiling. "You have to tell me though, I'm like your best friend."
 
"Yeah but you can't seem to keep that mouth shut" I rolled my eyes. As much as I loved him, I was telling the truth, he had a big mouth and couldn't stop himself from talking. "I promise to keep whatever it is a secret."
 
"Pinky promise?" I asked, extending my pinky finger and smiling slightly. Josh wrapped his pinky around mine and smiled.
 
"Lakyn and I are writing a song for Leighton, as a present before Lakyn's band goes on their national tour for 6 or something months."
 
"That's the cutest thing I've ever heard" Josh grinned, flailing his arms and hugging me. "Yeah but you can't tell anyone or I will lock you in a room full of cats and wait for them to eat you."
 
"Okay" he paused, "and that's just messed up."
 
"You now understand that you need to keep this a secret" I said. "I get it, I get it" he rolled his eyes playfully.
 
"So, what are you actually doing here?" I asked, slightly puzzled. Josh pouted, "so you aren't happy to see me."
 
"Of course I am" I grinned, trying to give him a kiss on the cheek but he wouldn't allow it. "Stop it, you have girl germs."
 
"Whatever, you're such a four-year-old" I groaned. "So, why did you decide to cruise over?" I questioned.
 
"I'm bored."
 
Well, a bored Josh was never a good thing.

Revolution Rising,
Jennifer Walters
 

☆ TUESDAY, JUNE 11th: A superhero keeps their body on top shape. Today you will be heading to the gym where you will have J.A.R.V.I.S. as your personal trainer and an array of Tony’s musical collection for extra motivation. Upper body training by morning, lower body by evening for a grand total of at least two hours well spent at our gymnasium. Fail to attend and be prepared to face the consequences on the battlefield.
 

I didn't need the assistance of J.A.R.V.I.S to wake me up; I lacked sleep and felt as if I hadn't slept a wink last night. I had no explanation for my inability to sleep but I wasn't going to search for a reason or I might just fall asleep trying, though I highly doubted it. I stripped myself of the blankets and stood from bed, glancing at the floor-length mirror and looking at myself disgustedly. My hair was a mess and looked like a tangled nest whilst my shirt stuck to my torso. I had a shower to wake myself up despite knowing I'd need one after an insane work-out; I wouldn't have let myself leave my bedroom feeling as horrendous as I felt.
 
"Good morning, Miss Walters" J.A.R.V.I.S greeted me after I'd changed into my sport gear and took one last look at myself in the mirror. This time I looked neat with my hair tied back and a small smile was now comfortable on my lips.
 
"Morning" I responded, always feeling weird talking to what seemed like nothing. I adjusted my sports bra before leaving my bedroom, allowing it to lock behind me.
 
"You look fresh this morning" Wanda commented, jogging to catch up with me already down the hallway. I smiled at Wanda's compliment before responding, "you're looking fresher."
 
"You flatter me too much."
 
We both walked into the gym, only to be welcomed by the sight of Kyle showing a punching back just what he's made of but from what I was seeing, he wasn't made of much. I glanced at Wanda to see whether it would be her or I that would be making the witty comment.
 
It was going to be this time.
 
"Feeling some teenage angst?" I questioned him with a smirk, causing him to whirl around and face Wanda and I.
 
"You know it. All the angst is directed for my undying love towards you and Wanda. The love triangle is tearing me apart" Kyle managed to say between controlled breathes.
 
"Let me guess. This teenage love triangle stars you as the werewolf with his shirt off 90% of the time?" Wanda quipped.
 

"Why, yes it does. Shall I showcase the rock hard abs now?" Kyle teased beginning to lift up his shirt. Sure, he was worthy enough to look at but Thor had abs that would put Kyle's to shame.
 
And Kyle wasn't a god. Despite, how much he seemed to act like one or thought he was one.
 
"No. Don't make me go green" I warned as I raised my eyebrows.
 
"The plot thickens. A werewolf, a human and a green hued enchantress all are part of a wicked love triangle" Kyle replied and wiggled his eyebrows.
 
"In your dreams Richmond" Wanda retorted and rolled her eyes.
 
"Well I know I’m already in yours" I smirked at Jennifer. I scoffed at him and rolled my eyes at his statement. It was entirely false, there was only one man in my dreams.
 
"Need another reminder of my powers?"
 
"Well actually it was pretty hot the last time you-"
 
Before Kyle could finish his sentence I quickly began to change. I felt myself grow taller and taller until I soon towered over Kyle and Wanda. I was beginning to earn more control over She-Hulk but it was usually when I emotional when I struggled. Instead of wanting to rip Kyle to shreds, I decided to show him just what I was capable of. I did this through lifting over 1000 pounds in weights and even managing to knock the punching bag off its chain with one single punch. I left a dent in the wall. After my little show, I turned back into my normal self.
 
If you could even call me normal.
 
"Always a show with you. I swear you almost enjoy turning into She-Hulk" Kyle told me with a grin.
 
"No, your reaction just never gets old" I replied, trying to hide my amusement.
 
"Plus you need the reminder that a girl can kick your ass at any given moment" Wanda added with a sharp laugh.
 
"Too true!" I chimed.
 
"Okay is this little episode of girl power done? Because I need to hit the shower" Wanda and I nodded furiously. Kyle left with a small smile and the towel wrapped around his neck.
 
"So, is that your work-out done?" Wanda asked with an amused laugh and tilted head. I shook my head, "I didn't break a sweat, you at least need to sweat in a work-out."
 
"You really don't sound as girly as you look sometimes" Wanda told me with a laugh as she wandered over to the treadmill and put it on almost the highest setting.
 
I approached another punching bag, the one Kyle had been using all his might on. I slipped on the nearby gloves and began punching the bag. It wasn't just She-Hulk that needed to stay in shape. "I'm not even a girly girl" I laughed, not breaking our conversation.
 
"You dress like one."
 
"I like looking neat and tidy" I scoffed, hitting the bag so it went swinging quite a lot. "Still trying to impress someone?" she grinned, "ooo la la."
 
"No, I like looking respectable" I rolled my eyes playfully and punched the bag again. "Right, if that's the excuse we're going with, then so be it."
 
I think she was just being playful and nosey like all best friends are. I couldn't help but feel, maybe, Thor and I are making it obvious. But I shook my head, we barely spoke to each other in public and when we did, it was about work or very little chit-chat.
 
She couldn't know.
 
She didn't know.
 

I went to knock on the door of the lab but Stark was coincidentally already opening it, a small smirk formed on his lips as he saw me. "Evening, Walters" he greeted me.
 
"Hi" I forced a small smile, "is my cousin available?" I asked politely, running a hand through my hair and adjusting my necklace.
 
"He's in the middle of an experiment at the moment, so you might not want to interrupt him right now" Stark explained. "You look nice today" he added.
 
I looked down at my outfit, it was a rushed and roughly put together so I had no idea why he'd make such a comment. I glanced back up and nodded, "do you know when he'll be free next?"
 
"Late next week, maybe?"
 
"Late next week!" I tried not to raise my voice. "You've got to be kidding me, Stark" I said, looking at him with a raised eyebrow.
 
"I'm not kidding you, miss. He's a very business gentleman."
 
"Does he at least get time to urinate?" I asked, sounding much more sarcastic than I had hoped. I quickly shook my head, "sorry for that." I apologised for my rude behaviour and brushed a stray hair behind my ear.
 
"Can you pass on the message that I said 'hi'?"
 
"Of course" Stark nodded and I smiled politely before leaving. As soon as I had my back turned, anger replaced the smile and I clenched my fists. I hadn't seen him in weeks; he was either too busy, too distracted, too this and too that.
 
He no longer had 1 minute to spare to his own cousin.
 
I saw a green pulse run through the vein of my arm as I began to quicken my pace toward a place I had in mind. If only I could remember where it was-
 
Fury was out the front of the Life-Model Simulator when I approached. He took one glance at me and then looked away, thinking I was just passing.
 
"Fury, do me a favour and let me in please" I asked quite quickly and hastily, feeling my anger and fury pumping through my blood, making it boil.
 
"What? Why?" he asked; that's when he noticed my hands and the slight green colour and some of my veins raised. He quickly shoved me toward the simulator.
 
It was lucky timing because I felt my body quiver and in moments I was She-Hulk.
 
And standing in the middle of the desert.
 
What was I supposed to do? Take my anger out on dirt?

How perfect is Phoebe? You can't tell me she isn't perfect, I mean look at her. She's on the cover of Australian Miss Vogue looking utterly beautiful. I'm so proud of all the hard work she's putting in and how much she's achieved. Isn't she just amazing and perf? :3

I'm proud and very happy to say that VOTS has started up again for it's third round. For those who don't know what VOTS is 'The Venture of the Stars' and it is a battle group similar to the High Fashion Battle and to the Battle of Luxe, except with a little twist. The outfits must be created. For example, you cannot just put a dress the way it is with a pair of shoes and then just publish it and enter it into every week's challenge. You must intricately custom each piece in order to make the outfit.
 
I'm telling you right now, it's extremely fun and you get to meet new people whilst competing. I participated in the first two cycles, winning the second cycle. For this cycle, I've been given the honour of being a judge. I wanted to see the competition from a different perspective.
 
There are still 12 hours left to enter a design, here's the link: http://www.polyvore.com/vots-part_auditions/contest.show?id=412494
 
I can't wait to see some lovely entries because you should definitely consider joining. It's a real blast! I look forward to seeing more entries and fingers crossed there is enough people interested.
 
Thank-you for reading to this point, I really appreciate it.